December 20, 2008 by Shanti Mai
I’ve been reading Ram Das’ book, Still Here. Wise, candid, and poignant. Timely, too, as I recently flirted with death. Shirley’s death, to be more precise. She was expected to die any day. I spent two weeks with this 94-yr.-old, annointing her as they did in the Bible, her favorite book. Discussing who she’d be reunited with. Confessing her regrets. I told her I could see God through her when we met, she was that translucent, that ready to go. And now, 4 weeks later, she’s still here. But stubborn again. She’s lost her glow.
Shirley taught me about attachment - - again! I wanted her to die with, or in, a sacred air. SHE wanted to “die with her pants on”, wanted to be in control, even if it meant dying from an unnecessary fall while she tried to be independent one last time. I found it so much less attractive, her behavior, but what really WAS less attractive was my judgement of the way she chooses to leave us.
I’m grateful for Shirley’s teaching, happy to have been part of her preparation for death. And I’m even happier (though disappointed, as well!) to have been shown that I have yet one more attachment.
Thank you, Shirley - - and good-bye.
Love, Shanti
August 27, 2008 by Shanti Mai
I’m looking for a really smart tech person (I am not skilled in that department!). For blog issues, website work, computer questions, and the like - not necessary to have design or artistic ability, just the ability to implement it!
I’d like an ongoing relationship, where I can call or email you with problems or new projects, and you would help me in the next day or two (or three). Ideally, someone I could meet with in the Bay Area, as when tech-speech people ask me questions, I’m often not even sure what they’re asking me. Easier, then, when they are right there, looking at the same computer screen. (We could possibly use a webcam pointed at my computer screen as an alternative, if needed.)
My preference? Honestly, a younger person and a non-professional. From my experience, they’re more likely to be enthusiastic and to think outside of the box. Younger, non-professionals are more likely to tell you when they don’t know how to do it, and also less likely to want to do your website their way. Very fluent English is essential, as I am, as I’ve said, pretty lame at understanding tech talk to begin with.
If this is YOU - or someone you know - contact me: (415) 200-8292
July 24, 2008 by Shanti Mai
One of the perks of living in city is the occasional opportunity to be on the cutting edge….
Today (in San Francisco) I was part of a focus group, discussing and RIDING the new A2B electric bike. What a blast! I left with a feeling very similar to the one I had when I watched Who Killed the Electric Car? These vehicles have an organic feel to them, I swear! I end up feeling a little like a kid does when it’s fallen in love with a puppy or kitten: I want one!
July 19, 2008 by Shanti Mai
I just saw the 2001 film L.I.E. (which stands for Long Island Expressway) last night, and today I can’t get it out of my mind. It’s haunting, moving, unpredictable. The questions is, is it addictive? It is a very, very rare thing for me to want to see any movie a second time, and I know for a fact that I’ll be watching it again someday. I am a strong fan of Paul Dano, whom I loved in Little Miss Sunshine, without knowing who he was. I’ve now corrected my mistake! And, to say the least, I’m impressed, very impressed with the work of first-time filmmaker Michael Cuestra. Check it out: L.I.E.
July 10, 2008 by Shanti Mai
I heard an interesting herbal talk on the radio a few days ago, naming herbs it would be good to take during this time of stress for all of us here amongst the wildfires of northern California. The speaker mentioned not just the damage to our lungs, but also the emotional and mental stress involved: Our senses are receiving the message, non-stop, that danger is present.
I heard this when the sky was finally beginning to show a little blue after weeks of the odd, unhealthy grey of distant wildfires, and when the stagnation I and those close to me had been experiencing for several weeks (all during the burning) had begun to lift, to shift. The sun was again visible, and my dreams had become very strong and clear. A gentle mist arrived, and it seemed to lift with it our life-gridlock. Decisions suddenly became obvious, seemed to nearly “make” themselves.
We forget, sometimes, to consider how external influences affect our day-to-day experiences emotionally. The ancients knew that they were intimately connected to their environment. In another place, another time, we would have had no question of whether it was “just me”, or whether it was the weather, the environment; there would have been no illusion of distinction or separation between the two!
And now, care to join me in a cup? Licorice root? Mullein, anyone?
June 24, 2008 by Shanti Mai
I’m not at all sure I’ll ever see my $50 Sprint rebate. Why? Well, to begin with, I just received an email acknowledging their receipt of my (kinda massive) paperwork, mailed for about $10, return receipt requested and all - to avoid never getting my $50 rebate. A lawyer helped me with it - really! (out of kindness…).
Sprint’s email began, “Dear - and then my legal name in all CAPITALS, like on an IRS document, and, as if that wasn’t a bit of a turn-off, my last name, Harrington, had become HARIBGTON. Good Luck, you’re probably saying by now!
If you’ve been thinking of getting a broadband device, you might want to wait until other companies start making equivalent products. (Or tune back in 8 - 14 more weeks - that’s what they say! - and I’ll let you know if it ever arrives!)
September 10, 2007 by Shanti Mai
I’ve said it before, and I’ll say it again and again and again, if you’ll let me: I love this man!
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A Prayer For the Heart and Soul of America
Time to Gather Under One Big Intent
September 10, 2007
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by Steve Bhaerman
As we approach the sixth anniversary of the day America lost her political virginity, there are many disheartened among us who fear the enlightened republic founded two centuries ago doesn’t have a prayer. To this, I offer two pieces of good news. America does indeed have a prayer, and we the people are the answer to it.
Looking at it from the perspective of six years, our loss of innocence has had as much to do with the choices we made (or more accurately, the choices that were made for us) in response to the event as the event itself. At a moment when we had the world’s attention and empathy, a great healing could have taken place. An enlightened leader could have used the tragedy as a breakthrough in promoting justice-based peace in the world, and isolating the sociopathogens that seek exploitation or destruction.
Well, that probably did happen in a parallel universe. In this universe, however, it was used to mobilize this country for permanent warfare and created a “safe” environment to institute fascism at home. According to a recent Zogby poll, 51% of Americans want Bush and Cheney investigated regarding the 9/11 attacks. As David Ray Griffin articulates so well, once the halo of “religious mythology” is lifted from the official story, it seems like an unlikely story indeed.
At the time, things happened so quickly and it was such a shock to our collective system that all we seem to remember is the video of the planes hitting the building, over and over again. And then over and over and over again until we could see nothing else. Didn’t see much of the aftermath of the Pentagon attack for some reason, the one where the plane came in at an impossible angle just so it could hit the most fortified and least occupied section of the Pentagon.
There wasn’t much conversation about how and why the most heavily armed air force in the world stood down, and ultimately no one was held accountable, and no one so much as lost their job. There was a little buzz about the “puts” placed on American and United airlines stock a day or so before the attacks, but it was never revealed who made a financial killing by selling off their stocks before they plummeted. No one questioned that the greatest crime of the new century was “solved” in less than 24 hours, before any investigation had taken place.
Instead we had a carefully planned and orchestrated ceremony where the President offered an unofficial declaration of war (remember, the Constitution tells us only Congress can declare war) from the pulpit of the National Cathedral, with representatives of four religious faiths stamping the “war on terror” with their “amen.” At a time of profound sadness and vulnerability, our so-called leaders used the attacks to start a war that had been planned long before any attacks took place. And a month or so later, anthrax was mysteriously sent to Democratic Congressional leaders and in the panic and fear, the orwellian “Patriot Act” was passed without very many legislators bothering to read the 342 page document. Another unsolved crime you never hear anything about anymore.
The bottom line is this: Whether or not you believe 9/11 was a “false flag” attack, even the most die-hard “coincidence theorist” has to concede that even if this wasn’t America’s Reichstag fire, it was sure used that way.
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The Good News Is …
We’re Facing the Bad News OK. So where’s the good news, and where is the prayer? The good news is, we are finally willing to face the bad news.
Last month at the IONS conference, I had a frank and enlightening conversation with a woman who is a religious educator for a “new thought” denomination. In this particular group, every year they celebrate the “season of nonviolence” to commemorate Gandhi and Martin Luther King. I asked her if she knew anything about the civil case brought before a jury in Memphis in 1999 by the family of Dr. King. She didn’t. I explained to her that the jury found that King was killed not by James Earl Ray, but as part of a conspiracy perpetrated by the FBI, the Mafia, the Army special forces and the Memphis police. (As Casey Stengel used to say, “You could look it up.” There’s a book written by the attorney who brought the case Act of State: The Execution of Martin Luther King. I know. You haven’t heard of it. Nobody has. This book has never been reviewed by any mainstream media outlet, and probably never will.)
And that, my friends, is the problem. Not health care, not abortion rights, not even the war in Iraq. The real problem is we are not in control of our own government, and the media has used weapons of mass distraction to keep us from noticing.
The solution? I saw that in the eyes of the courageous woman I was speaking with. As she absorbed the devastating news, there was tremendous sadness in her face. Yet I could see that she had no doubt what I was saying was true. Facing this inconvenient truth took courage. She realized that to celebrate Martin Luther King’s birthday publicly and not acknowledge he was murdered by forces in our own government, would be a lie and a disservice.
Many of those in the new age and new thought movements have gone out of their way not to “take sides” in “political” conversations. But as we are coming to see, there comes a time when not taking sides is … taking sides. It is taking sides with denial, and it empowers and emboldens the kinds of people who plotted Martin Luther King’s assassination and got away with it. At a time when our nation’s moral compass has gone south, we need spiritual and religious people to have faith in their faith and stand by their stand. Or, as the Swami says, “It’s time for the meek to boldly step forward and claim their inheritance.”
Gandhi was meek. So was Martin Luther King. But they were boldly meek, and that is how we need to be. This is not a time to use our religious faith or spiritual practice to run from the world, it’s a time to use that powerful energy to heal it. Doing so doesn’t even require having a faith, just an impulse towards love, harmony, coherence and goodness. As an opening exercise at this time for prayer, please check out this month long experimental prayer for peace at commonpassion.org. Rather than designing some uniform prayer, these folks encourage people to use whatever form of prayer and devotion they already practice — and imbue it with this particular healing intention.
It’s just one example of building the field of truth and clarity. Consider that the more we communicate with others — regardless of their professed political beliefs or nonbeliefs — the more we create a new field of awareness that opens up new possibilities. Regarding the dark side of our history and current events, the most powerful thing we can do right now is to create a safe space to speak and hear the truth. Perhaps you’ve known about these perpetrations for some time and have “metabolized” them in some way. Most people have not. On top of all the other things we are occupied with in our daily lives, having a criminal regime to deal with on top of that is just too much.
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From Big Brother to Bigger Brotherhood It’s too much for each of us, but not for all of us together. We haven’t even begun to measure our true power. We’ve been too fearful. Imagine a Zogby poll asking the following question: Do you believe it is appropriate for we the people to be disenfranchised from our own government, and our government to engage in criminal activity? Sure, it’s a leading question, but it’s not a misleading one. Would 75% to 95 % of Americans agree that we should have genuine say in our governance and not have to be afraid of our own government? That’s good news. It means some 150 to 200 million Americans agree that regardless of how they feel about abortion rights or universal health care, they prefer to live under the rule of law.
America has been divided and just about conquered. What this next most challenging phase in our history will require is for us to rise above the “dueling dualities” in our heads, and focus on the humanity in our hearts. We do indeed have a prayer, once we realize we are praying for our own clarity and courage. The vibrations of those words establishing our right to “life, liberty and pursuit of happiness” and the notion that all of us are “created equal” are still ringing in our collective awareness, faint as the reverberations might seem.
Our task is to rekindle that fire, finally establish those principles in reality, and be the beacon of example to the rest of the world. There is a reason why there are no leaders on the horizon today. It’s because the old form of leadership no longer serves. The new leadership cannot be assassinated because it is an idea that springs from 50 million souls at once. That is the super-duper power. Again, to quote Swami: “The only sure way to overgrow Big Brother is through Bigger Brotherhood.”
Here then is a prayer. Use it, modify it, make up your own. The importance is intent … so let us … as many of us who realize we are all in this together … may we gather together under one big intent … the healing of America, and the healing of the world.
May the power of love and courage be embodied in each of us as we face darkness as beacons of light. May we light the way for others with joy and laughter, the weapons the darkness fears the most. May we gather together locally with the global idea that we are each a precious cell in the body of humanity with a loving gift to bring. May this wildfire of truth burn from the grassroots up, and may it vaporize the structures that no longer serve us. May the new leaders arise — humble yet bold — and may the structures emerge to help us create the maximum happiness using the minimum resources. May we understand that heaven is a practice, not a destination, and may we practice heaven until heaven becomes practically real. May we also understand that we choose which game we play in life, and now we must choose the world game as the only alternative to the end of the world game. We cannot know for sure the outcome, but we can know in our heart of hearts that it’s the only game worth playing.
May we commemorate the next anniversary of 9/11 as a free people with nothing to fear from our own government, and may that government be a reflection of our highest aspirations for both good and freedom. May we do this for all humanity and for all our relations, and may we celebrate a new convenient truth … global heartwarming.
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August 21, 2007 by Shanti Mai
This poem, sent to me today by a rather brilliant client of mine, is something I wanted to share:
shush by Alan Kinsolving
When you’re ready to hear
Even the flowers can break the bad news
And any broken thing
Can bury you in love
Broken glass and barbed wire
The soft green curve of a trash can
Pay no attention to the messenger
Just listen
June 27, 2007 by Shanti Mai
I will change my Green & Democrat voting record, happily, this time, and vote for Ron Paul, if given a chance. Don’t be fooled by the partisan blather that says only Democrats have spoken out against the Iraq war. Ron Paul has not only spoken out, but has voted against it, as well. He’s a sane politician in a time of madness. He can’t be bought, and he’s served 3 terms, so we’ve had a chance to see him ACT on his principles. Count me in!
In case you haven’t seen Ron Paul in action: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Hfa7vT02lA
April 5, 2007 by Shanti Mai
I love this man and his work. My apologies for the way it shows up here on my blog!
A timely introduction, for those of you unfamiliar with Steve Bhaerman and his alter ego, Swami Beyondananda:
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Preemptive Peace
A Living “Prayer” for Mutually Assured Survival
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A young psychiatrist was just beginning his residency at a mental hospital. On his first day in a particular ward, he noticed an inmate silently standing at attention at the door, holding a broom on his shoulder like a rifle. After several days of watching this man, the psychiatrist walked over and asked, “Excuse me, but what are you doing?”“I’m keeping the elephants away,” the inmate replied.“But there are no elephants around here,” said the psychiatrist.The inmate smiled. “See? It’s working!”As physicists are discovering, in this entangled universe of interrelated thoughts, it’s not always easy to determine “cause and effect.” So as we consider a worldwide prayer for peace in the Middle East — specifically a preemptive peace strike to forestall a preemptive war strike on Iran — it’s interesting that Iranian President Mahmoud Ahmadinanejad has already initiated a preemptive peace move of his own. Say what you will about his motives, a de-escalation of tensions is a step in the right direction for a change.Did positive prayers and thoughts make any difference or are we just keeping the elephants away? Who knows?
But I did get to experience first hand a very curious event about eight or nine years ago. It was at a time when Bill Clinton was in the midst of his impeachment crisis. With his back up against the wall, there was only one thing he could do — order air strikes against Iraq. I was at a conference in Florida, and one of the speakers was Gregg Braden, a scientist by training who has done a lot of research on meditation and prayer. Long before there was any news of air strikes being launched, Gregg and a number of other presenters had planned a worldwide meditation for peace with this particular conference as the focalizing event.
He instructed the group in a kind of prayer he called The Lost Mode of Prayer that involved using the “juice” of emotion to feel and see the prayer already answered. As I closed my eyes, I imagined a true “arms pact” between opposing sides. I saw a stage, and a line of individuals coming from either side to meet in the middle. I imagined they were Israelis and Palestinians, but they could have been Irish Catholics and Irish Protestants, Serbs and Croats, Greeks and Turks, or even Democrats and Republicans. In military fashion they strode to the middle, and when members of “opposing” groups met, there was the cry of “Present arms!”
At which point, both individuals would open their arms — and hug. And thus, I watched this procession continue until the end of the meditation. Later in the day, we heard the news that for some inexplicable reason, the planes turned around. Did our prayer have anything to do with it? And, can our intentions actually impact outcomes continents away?
Says Gregg Braden: “The authors of the Dead Sea Scrolls — the ancient Essenes — were very clear that the world around us mirrors the feelings, emotions, and perceptions we hold inside our bodies. Emotion is the power source, but it is scattered until thought gives it direction. Feeling is the power of emotion merged with the guidance of human thought. It is this language of feeling that Creation responds to. In this feeling state we have the ability to touch Creation and the world around us through prayer. As it says in the Essene manuscripts, ‘when these three become one then you say to the mountain, move, and the mountain moves.’”
Did the shared intention cause the mountain to move, or are we simply making a mountain out of a mole hill? And if the mountain did move, then why did the bombing get relaunched on another day? Says Gregg, “What happened was that the people stopped their prayers. Most people view prayer as something we ‘do’ on occasion when we think we need God’s help. We set a moment aside, sit down and say a prayer asking for circumstances or events to change. Then we stop our prayer, get up, and go about our business. In The Lost Mode of Prayer, the prayer — our heart’s desire — becomes a consciousness embodied, rather than just an action performed on occasion. The author Neville terms it ‘living in the wish fulfilled.’ We hold the feeling of our heart’s desire day in and day out, rather than simply praying for a moment when we’d like to see a change and then leaving the state of prayer to go on with our daily lives. As we are surrounded and enveloped by the feeling of our wish fulfilled, we are actually living in a state of compassion, gratitude, and appreciation.”
In other words, when we focus a strong positive feeling with the laser of intention — and when we embody this feeling over time — we may actually be able to impact the field of possibilities. The science of how this is being done can be found in books such as The Field by Lynn McTaggart, Entangled Minds by Dean Radin, and Gregg Braden’s latest book, The Divine Matrix. For now, let’s consider how as many of us as possible can hold the field for “mutually assured survival” in the Middle East, and how we can reinforce an ongoing field of peaceful dreams to supersede the field of nightmares we seem to have going now.
There have been news reports indicating possible air strikes on Iran beginning on Good Friday. Again, is this true? Not true? We don’t know. In any case, if we want to broadcast our intention that Good Friday not become Bad Friday, that leaves us with Holy Thursday … tomorrow, April 5th. We are asking you and anyone else you forward this to to make tomorrow the day we begin to hold our intention of preemptive peace and mutually assured survival.
So … in keeping with Gregg’s notion of prayer, what is your vivid and joyous vision of peace? What does it look like? Sound like? Feel like? Does it have to do with opposing sides hugging? Planting olive trees together instead of land mines? Celebrating that a ruling majority in each land has adopted the “we’re all in it together” world view? Whatever this scenario is, feel it. Hold it for the entire day, whenever you think about it. Enroll others in doing the same. As Swami is fond of saying, “An enrolling stone gathers no remorse.”
Another thing Swami has said is, “Life is like photography. We use the negative to develop.” Out of the apparent negativity of the stories circulating that a bombing attack in Iran was imminent, a great “positive” opportunity has emerged. Thanks to a dedicated webmaster in New York, BriAnna Olson and an associate in Northern California, Suzanne Keehn, we are creating a website to help hold this ongoing field of peace. We call it preemptivepeace.org and it will up and running shortly. We will keep you apprised. We’re in the process of growing, so when you go to our website, please add your name/email to keep in touch.
So, as one might ask during Passover week, “Why is this site different from all other sites?” Seriously, there are lots of peace organizations and peace sites, so how and why is this one different? For one thing, we are creating a context that relates what we call “peace” to all of the factors that prevent peace or make it possible — spiritual, emotional, political, spiritual, environmental. We face directly the powerful and persistent beliefs that make us secretly fear that peace isn’t possible, we affirm practicing the “operating system” offered to us by all religions via the Golden Rule and we offer a portal to the projects and practices that are most likely to bring peace.
We are excited about being an ongoing “supportal” to all things that affirm our world view of “we’re all in this together,” and give us tools to, as Swami says, “Regrow the Garden from the grassroots up, and have a heaven of a time doing it.”
As Gregg Braden would remind us, prayer isn’t something we “do” but something that we “be.” Let the being of preemptive peace begin. |
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